life is black and white,,

save me,,,

What is worth enough to keep you alive? What makes all the people want to live another one day? What makes them eat for give life to themselves? Please tell me, I need to know. 

How many times we haven't concider about how good is death? We always say " Gosh, I wanna die.." for such tiny things? Just because we missed the bus or because we didn't find tickets for a game or a concert? But now for me all these seems extremly unimportant... 

 If I could find something to make me feel alive just for a day... 

They say life is sweet... but I am on no sugar diet...

whatever it takes..

Requim for my dream,,

and this time,,..

 Well, I'm really looking forward to see myself in .... 5 months! I just need so much to change! I became redhair but I am not satisfy, I want something better. Two years ago I met a very important personality, Ms Anorexia. We were such two good friends but 11 months later one other personality named Recovery did its appearence. Anyway recovery helped me only psysical and not mentaly. We will see how it's going to be... 

show me everything I shouldn't know,,

what's special anymore,,,,?

slow motion suicide

Boo Xx

too tired....

Well.. no school today. I stayed in my jamies all day long hearing my favorite song again and again. As Sia was singing 'be my friend, hold me, wrap me up" in my ears I was thinking about how much I need to get rest. 
 I think we all pass through bad days. But why mine are always taking for so long? 
Anyways my life is comlicated and maybe more now but I can't try anymore. I am too tired...

Yeαh, I'm fine, I'm just hαving αn αllergic reαction to the universe....

Sometimes is good to look outside the window just to take your mind away. Like this man... Sales flowers around the streets. But behind him hides pain and sadness.. He left his home and his family. He left everything for something better.. I wish I could bring happines to everyone.. I wish I could bring light and hope.. I wish so many things...........

lets get lost,,

close you mind, open a book...