Τρίτη, 21 Δεκεμβρίου 2010

that's me..

 Oh well... We all have thought about that? Should I love? Should I stay off this because it's not safe for me..? I'm asking my self all the time what should I do for being good enough.. Be thinner? Be blonde? I was and thinner and blonde but nothing ever happend! I've never been what I wanted to be: loved. Maybe I choose the wrong person. A very good friend today told me that if he dosn't want to get to know me, he is not good enough for me. I want to believe this so much! I need to!
 They say love hurts, but is not actually the love that hurts. Love heals. Rejection hurts, loss hurts etc.. But why then our hearts get broken so usually? Is it our falt? Love the wrong person? Or it's the other's person falt who doesn't love us back? Maybe is just fate. Although it's good to love for everything you will feel. It's worth it! But when you have been broken-hearted you are so tired to keep holdin in love and you are giving up being afraid of the choices your own heart makes. 
 Is it possible to feel things for someone you barely know? And is it possible for this person to hurt you when he barely know you too? 
 I saw a guy a few weeks ago and from the first sight my heart stoped. It's like I know him but the same time he is all new to me. What should I do? I'm so scared....