see you at the bitter end

   Maybe I'm born to walk always on the wild side. The hard one. When nothing is able to come in my life without being at first so difficult to reach it. And maybe now it's seems so fascinating to know that for everything I'm going to get I'll have to give a fight but it's not so easy. It doesn't matter how strong you are, you'll always gonna need someone beside you. And I feel alone, I know though I have some magnificent, beautiful people around me and they care about me, sometimes it doesn't feel enough.. Something is missing and it's absence is everywhere I look.